Death
Anyone ever deal with best friends dying? Over the past year I've had two of my best friends die. These two were littlerally my BEST friends, and I dont associate/trust many people. Shit sucks.
June 28 2011- My boy was coming home in the back seat of a drunk drivers car, died in an accident where the driver lost control.
March 17 2012 - My best friend since we were introduced in 9th grade. Me and him started our own graffiti crew, held each other down threw the death of the passing of our other friend...I think he took the death of our other friend a little harder..He ended up drunk and lost one night, it kills me that I didnt get a chance to be there as I was with him all night the night he passed up until I decided to take a 6 mile walk home from the bar for whatever reason, leaving him with someone else. I know it's not my fault but I just wish I was there to probably save him...
Looking back on my shiney sword, it kinda reminds me why I seeked to find this place. It's like a community that I can be distant from the real world.
Im not looking for sympathy here. I just figured I'd share what hell has brought me. And the unfortunate courses of drinking if your not careful.
June 28 2011- My boy was coming home in the back seat of a drunk drivers car, died in an accident where the driver lost control.
March 17 2012 - My best friend since we were introduced in 9th grade. Me and him started our own graffiti crew, held each other down threw the death of the passing of our other friend...I think he took the death of our other friend a little harder..He ended up drunk and lost one night, it kills me that I didnt get a chance to be there as I was with him all night the night he passed up until I decided to take a 6 mile walk home from the bar for whatever reason, leaving him with someone else. I know it's not my fault but I just wish I was there to probably save him...
Looking back on my shiney sword, it kinda reminds me why I seeked to find this place. It's like a community that I can be distant from the real world.
Im not looking for sympathy here. I just figured I'd share what hell has brought me. And the unfortunate courses of drinking if your not careful.