Idolize -- mE

[eldawg51]

I experienced what loss is last week. This is not the same, sorry. Good luck in life and in TP. Hope you play it straight, Worm.

My friend died a war hero 2 years ago this week, I know what loss feels like el. I am sorry and feel for you but to try to make this look like I made a pun about death is real fucking low of you! Sorry for your loss and I know how it feels, to think I would put 'your loss' and for it to sound that way show how way off you are about me. Lost all respect now you would think I said it in that way. GL in life and tankpit to you.

I didn't think you were attacking my family's personal loss nor did I feel you were making light of people losing friends or family, and I wasn't making light of it either. My statement apparently gave you the wrong message, so allow me to be more clear; I don't consider not talking to a lying, cheating, deceitful player a real loss. Sorry. I'll make sure my statements are more direct and to the point without the possibility of you taking it the wrong way from this point further.

Edit: To Mod, Flaming section, please?

[PRIDE]

we got yo back what's his name

[Jay]

Thanks el, you do what I wanted you to do. Also cut down on the big words unless you put a directory with the meanings of words at the end of your post of you could? Thanks.

UB is it because I like these is hay lieing, is Kay telling the truth games. It's so fun, most of the time I have everybody fooled and BAM! Somebody wins and every1 is taken for a complete idiot for believing me.

Thanks best friend! We always got each others back!

[wardizzle]

Whatever. I now realize that this kid is characterized by chronic attention-seeking behavior. He lies, cheats, and probably steals (shoplifting, etc...) to impress people in an effort to get their attention.

I've dealt with this kind of person before. If they get the attention they want, it only makes things worse since it's never enough. They'll just do bigger, badder things until everything collapses around them. The best answer is to just ignore them and keep them in check. They'll throw temper tantrums when they're not allowed to be the center of attention but eventually try to patch things up with everybody to feel like a part of the group once more.

tl;dr Just ignore him.

[wardizzle]

i feel like in almost every single one of jays posts its like hes interviewing for the position of "cool guy and awesome friend who deserves leeway from the community"

What a complete moron. I am aiming for the opposite. If you notice I am picking fight with every1 even you and your huge nose. I did have no problem with you but for a guy who doesn't play the game you are sure attached to following me of the forum today. I've been on and off posting for 7hours now and you seem to be on all the topics. You could of earned yourself $50.75 at work or got some playtime or even tried to maybe just maybe talk to a girl off of the Internet.

For the record, I had to +1 this. I lol'd IRL.

[Jay]

Thanks for the support with the +1. Just having some fun with this post w.e I want with no lies shit. If I cheat I will admit to it. Shit I will pre-warn people like Sean did to me before he decided against it. Good for that, nobody would of seen a gold cup again right Sean? Lol

Also seb, I'm more bored than anything, traveled like 400+ mile today in the truck need to pass the time somehow.

I do like to be centre of attention tbh, making everybody laugh and want to be around me is what I do irl, here I do it so I can lol at the replies and how die hard upset people get. Pretty sure some of the guys here scream and cry at their of why they type. They need help not me.

Subject of stealing, I used to steal with friends mainly more booze when we where already drunk and where 16-17 and don't give a shit because getting arrested and sent to prison was 'cool' and 'attractive' to some girls. Yeah was in the wrong crowd, all friends are still in and out of prison lol I grew up some though. Still friends with them but live pretty far away from them. Stayed with my mate Ellison when I was last accused of cheating in a tournament when I was 90+ mile away at his flat with no Internet gettingfucked up lol

[Jordann]

omfg just ban this damn clown. if this forum doesnt have the balls to keep what's his name ban ive lost all faith in this forum being man.

pussies.

[lefty]

holy shit what's his name ur destroying my average post size lately

TLDR

[ValadieX]

Man, I really love reading El's responses -- no matter the thread or subject, keep in mind -- I feel we have a lot in common.

[lefty]

he sounds a lot like my conscience....which I ignore 1/2 the time

[eldawg51]

he sounds a lot like my conscience....which I ignore 1/2 the time

Don't we all? Haha.

Just curious, what's his name are you a truck driver?

[Nameless]

what's his name,

For the last year you did noting but cheat and lie. Believe it or not how you play in the game and act on the forum is a direct imprint of your real life. Being forgiven on multiple occasions only to re-neg on your promises, this is the reason for peoples outcries against you. Right now I feel like I am talking to a 5 year old kid, telling him its not ok to keep fighting on the playground and acting like a bully.

Can you move forward from this what's his name. Sure but its going to take some serious down low, rebuilding and keeping way to quite for your liking. The moment you win a real gold or actually own a raid you will be looking for that recognition. And it wont be good enough for you to just take what people say and leave it at that. No you and your attention whoring self would need to come on the board and let everyone know it was you with multiple tldr post about who much you own and about how people need to realize that's how you always play. lol! In my opinion your problem since I known you has always been the same. You try way to hard for attention and respect. You could have been a respected player, you're not bad at this game by any means. Your real weakness is patience and earning that respect takes to long in your eyes so cheating is a short cut.

“Above all, don't lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love.”
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Perfect quote in this situation. I firmly believe you not only believe your own lies but you lack respect for yourself, probably the root that causes you to demand so much from everyone else in you own way. People will always cheat and people will always play outside the guidelines or to their own liking. Its an unstoppable force. Even in life we have to deal with these people. However we shall never waver our own beliefs to comfort ourselves, instead find comfort in our actions to strive to be better and hope that others will follow.

[Shazam]

sup what's his name

[FakeSever]

what's his name,

For the last year you did noting but cheat and lie. Believe it or not how you play in the game and act on the forum is a direct imprint of your real life. Being forgiven on multiple occasions only to re-neg on your promises, this is the reason for peoples outcries against you. Right now I feel like I am talking to a 5 year old kid, telling him its not ok to keep fighting on the playground and acting like a bully.

Can you move forward from this what's his name. Sure but its going to take some serious down low, rebuilding and keeping way to quite for your liking. The moment you win a real gold or actually own a raid you will be looking for that recognition. And it wont be good enough for you to just take what people say and leave it at that. No you and your attention whoring self would need to come on the board and let everyone know it was you with multiple tldr post about who much you own and about how people need to realize that's how you always play. lol! In my opinion your problem since I known you has always been the same. You try way to hard for attention and respect. You could have been a respected player, you're not bad at this game by any means. Your real weakness is patience and earning that respect takes to long in your eyes so cheating is a short cut.

“Above all, don't lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love.”
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Perfect quote in this situation. I firmly believe you not only believe your own lies but you lack respect for yourself, probably the root that causes you to demand so much from everyone else in you own way. People will always cheat and people will always play outside the guidelines or to their own liking. Its an unstoppable force. Even in life we have to deal with these people. However we shall never waver our own beliefs to comfort ourselves, instead find comfort in our actions to strive to be better and hope that others will follow.

real talk.

[eldawg51]

Nameless, the last part was the most eloquent post I've read of yours. Good form, sir.

[Nameless]

I consider this issue with what's his name to be pretty serious in real life and in the game so I feel like jokes should be put aside in order to hopefully pave a better path for his future.

[Viper Katzman]

He's lying again dont believe him. All of a sudden he finds 6 noobs to come play with him and they all put a lot of hours in and none of them stick around? Pathological liar. Covering peoples asses I see

Haha, beat me to it crush. I was laughing so hard when he started naming random "old school players"

[Jay]

I consider this issue with what's his name to be pretty serious in real life and in the game so I feel like jokes should be put aside in order to hopefully pave a better path for his future.

You put tankpit and real life together in a sentence. I will now not go back and read your tldr.

HI PAVEN!

It's funny how you guys take how I play this game and turn it into how/who you think I am in real life rofl. I don't cheat in any other games and I always act how wer I want. Tbh the only lies I have told is to hide the few times I've cheated. It's like breaking a window on purpose then knocking on the door and owning up to it when you could get away with it. You have the purpose of doing something to get away with it you do it.

From now on though I will own up when I cheat and probably tell you about it before I do although I haven't cheated and have no intentions of cheating since paven my buddy old' pal stitched me up.

I will now thank paven for doing the best thing he ever could of done other than help me with a few cups. Thank you for opening my eyes to how pathetic the community is and letting me play openly how I want. Also thanks in advance for my 'unplanned' free kills.


Vk they where my old friends, we played together in Skool we did start a 2 week long team -TbC-Eddie-, -TbC-mike- ( me because I randomly used my last name here instead of my first lol) was fun low quitting and free killing. We owned epics and probs you dirty Scouce supporter.

[Shazam]

Im your old friend. Can i join?

[Jordann]

cmon sr your taking to long to perma ban this faggot

[eldawg51]

Thanks el, you do what I wanted you to do. Also cut down on the big words unless you put a directory with the meanings of words at the end of your post of you could? Thanks.

I overlooked this post. What is it you wanted me to do, exactly, clarify what I meant? I did that.

Also, the subtle guffaw you utilize in this post I find rather humorous. I will gladly educate you on the complexities of my enormous diction. Please advise if you wish to cease further irrelevant discourse.

Meaning: I felt like it was a joke you used and thought it was kinda funny, made me chuckle. I'll teach you all the big words, just let me know if you wanna cut the bull shit.

[delivery]

Iso unban on negatives

[knock]

He's lying again dont believe him. All of a sudden he finds 6 noobs to come play with him and they all put a lot of hours in and none of them stick around? Pathological liar. Covering peoples asses I see

Haha, beat me to it crush. I was laughing so hard when he started naming random "old school players"

While this claim could be true, I certainly don't believe it. If he had irl friends who had an interest in playing the game they would have been here trying out the game before this? Not sure how he expects us to believe that he found 5 new players and ALL of them quit at the exact same time never to return. I personally don't want to know who was a part of the idolizes...I just hope they learned from their mistakes and whoever they are see fault in their actions.

[eldawg51]

It's tough to believe what you read since there's a lot of angst and hostility amongst the players here. I just try to sift through the bull crap to find the good stuff. It's there if you look for it.

How you been Knock?

[Jay]

They never really played, none got over 5 hours in the week we where around. None like the game, they all play ps3 n Xbox so this game is really bad. I don't care if you believe me or not, you got your answer and I doubt you will see them again. I might shiner my tank since I went and got 700bot kills in 1 day and 32hours total 29 of them in 3 days haha don't worry I will be taking raids on the tank before people start to cry. Funny how I ducked probably 5 raids in total on that tank and in treated like I wouldn't ever take haha I still believe I have the most raid takes across my tanks with a total of about 250 deaths and 80-100 survived smaller 4/5v1s.

[wardizzle]

Locking topic before it gets out of hand.